Self-Confidence

What a nice Friday!
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In this occasion, I'll talk  about self-confidence.

Are you confident enough??
Are you proud of being what you're now??
Or may be you're so confident??

Some people have enough self-confidence, but some don't.

Okay, I'll tell you about me.
Frankly, I don't have a high self-confidence. haaha
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I always keep hiding in my fear. Afraid and afraid. I always think that i'm nothing.

You know what, I don't have self-confidence because of my "big" size. hahaha
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I don't want to blame my mom, but my mom always says that i look so terrible and ugly with my "big"size. She always force me to be slim and slim!  ^_^
She makes me lose my self-confidence. She always reminds me that "big is not beautiful. everyone will laugh at you because of your big size. so you have to be slim and have good shape to make you look so beautiful." You know what, all of my family do the same thing to me. Force me to be slim because no one in my family is big. hahaha

That "damn" thinking always makes me crazy and not proud of myself.
I don't know why most of people say that being slim is sooooooooooo beautiful. hahaha
But, now i have a little bit self-confidence. I don't really care about my big size and my "short" body.
I think I have an inner beauty that makes me look more beautiful than other girls who are slim and have  really good shape.
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Now, I have to proud of being myself.
I realize that everybody is unique.

One day i'll find someone who will not complain my big and short body. hahaha
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( just keep laughing everyday).

NtiMuth