Be positive

hey everybody............!

I want to tell you something.   ^_^

I think everyone often feels worry in the life. Some people can manage that "feeling" well, but some can't. You know what, I'm a "chronic worrier". I keep worrying about everything in my life. I always think about everything a lot, maybe too much! that feeling really hurt me actually.

I want everything must be perfect, everything has to happen like what i want it be. Yeah, some people think that I'm a little bit crazy and complicated.

I often don't get what i want because of this "feeling". This feeling makes me afraid to do everything. I always think, " can I? will i get it? what if i fail? no, no, no, I won't do it".

"stage fright" is the effect of this feeling. hahahahahaha
I didn't do anything to solve this problem. I just ignored it.

one day......
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okay, last three days i tried to think about this chronic feeling. I have to solve this problem, else I'll "kill" myself slowly, i won't get everything that i really want if i still stay the same for the rest of my life. MOVE ON!
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Now, I'm trying to manage this chronic feeling well. I always say to myself that everything is going to be okay, all is well, no need to worry, i can do it well".

I hope I can kill this chronic feeling as soon as possible! Wish me luck!

that's all friends. thanks for reading it.
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