All is NEW!

hey, my friends!
^_^
It's nice to see you here.
I fixed this blog as well as I can.
I hope you all like its new design.
I also put one of my favorite song here.
I hope you can get some inspiration from this lovely blog.
Keep smiling my beloved friends!
By the way, how's this new look??
Give your comments, please.
Thank you very much!
see ya. 

I just realized

I just realized that I have so many bad habits and behaviors. Someone has realized me about it. Stupid i'm who didn't realize it all.
# I'm so stubborn
# I'm a dodger
# I'm selfish enough
# I get angry easily
# I'll be so "crazy" if I can't get what I want
# I always want everything happen like what I want
# I'm a perfectionist
# I'm a chronic worrier
# Seldom come on time
# Impatient

# I'm so stingy
# I'm unfriendly
# and so on


From now on, I'll try to delete them one by one as soon as possible.
I have to change to be a better one. By the way do you know my other bad habits???

Killing me

Last night I went to my father's brother home. I didn't want to go there, but mom forced me. It's heavy rain. I went there with my mom's sister and her husband, and my younger brother. we were lost for an hour. we didn't remember well where exactly his house is.
There, they talked about their children. my brother and I just kept in silent, just listened to them.
I was so worry because it's late night, there are some assignments that i have to do soon.
finally, we went home at 10.00 p.m after we had dinner at Lamun Ombak.
I was so tired and not in mood.
I didn't do my assignment. and you know what?? I just chatting around on facebook till 4.00 a.m. I was so irritatted, and don't know what to do anymore. To whom i'll tell it? finally i decided to tell it to my friend on facebook.
I can't think well when i'm not in mood.
This morning i didn't come to writing class. I was so tired and feeling not well.
No one can force me, but mom always can! My life belong to my mom.
I really in bad mood. but, i still tried to come to my afternoon class.
really speechless.....

What a Shock!

                                                            It's Sunday!
I was so tired today.
Mom visited me and we went shopping. 
I got much money today.
I went to my uncle's house at night.

WHAT A SHOCK!
do you know what did he say?
" There are two choices if your GPA is not more than 3,00 : GET OUT from that university or Do SUICIDE".

*Speechless!  (especially my brother).

Bruno Mars: Today My Life Begin

Hi my friends!
^_^
I like this song so much. this song is so inspiring! I often listen to this song whenever i feel almost give up. It'll be useful for you all. check this lyric out!

I've been working hard so long
Seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart's been done so wrong
I wondered if I'd ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin'
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone
And I've learnt how to leave it where it is
And I see that I was wrong
For ever doubting I could win

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Life's too short to have regrets
So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
Only have one life to live
So you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins
Today my life begins...

Self-Confidence

What a nice Friday!
^_^
In this occasion, I'll talk  about self-confidence.

Are you confident enough??
Are you proud of being what you're now??
Or may be you're so confident??

Some people have enough self-confidence, but some don't.

Okay, I'll tell you about me.
Frankly, I don't have a high self-confidence. haaha
^_^
I always keep hiding in my fear. Afraid and afraid. I always think that i'm nothing.

You know what, I don't have self-confidence because of my "big" size. hahaha
^_^
I don't want to blame my mom, but my mom always says that i look so terrible and ugly with my "big"size. She always force me to be slim and slim!  ^_^
She makes me lose my self-confidence. She always reminds me that "big is not beautiful. everyone will laugh at you because of your big size. so you have to be slim and have good shape to make you look so beautiful." You know what, all of my family do the same thing to me. Force me to be slim because no one in my family is big. hahaha

That "damn" thinking always makes me crazy and not proud of myself.
I don't know why most of people say that being slim is sooooooooooo beautiful. hahaha
But, now i have a little bit self-confidence. I don't really care about my big size and my "short" body.
I think I have an inner beauty that makes me look more beautiful than other girls who are slim and have  really good shape.
^_^
Now, I have to proud of being myself.
I realize that everybody is unique.

One day i'll find someone who will not complain my big and short body. hahaha
^_^
( just keep laughing everyday).

NtiMuth

Positive Thinking!

Hey....!
what a nice morning!
^_^
today, i'll talk about "positive thinking".

Everyone always says those words in the daily life. But, it's just easy to say, it isn't easy to do. hahaha
I always try to keep positive thinking in my life. I always look everything from the good side ( even sometimes i look it from the bad side, heheehe).

"Don't judge the book from its cover".
I think you all know that proverb.
okay, let me give you an example.
Internet. but let's just focus on social network especially facebook.
some people say that it's useless, just wasting our time. there were also some cases that caused by facebook. some kids/adult went away from home because of facebook. they went with the people that they knew from facebook. Some people blaming  facebook in this case!
What a shame! how come they blame facebook in this case?? this case won't happened if we can protect ourselves well. everything that happened is our own fault, no need to blame other.

keep positive thinking!
can you see the good side of facebook rather than wasting time??
if you ask me, i'll say YES!
^_^
I got some amazing friends on facebook. We share so many things on facebook. I also got some new knowledge from my friends over there. I can learn English well with my foreign friends. hahaha
^_^
There are so many things that i got from facebook, and it's useful for me.
Some of my friends say that I'm addicted to facebook. hahaha
I won't be angry for that judgment. They just don't know what i'm doing on facebook. later, if they know that i do so many useful activities on facebook, they'll stop complaining about it.
I just keep positive thinking.

Well my friends, that's all for today.
Keep POSITIVE THINKING for a better life!
^_^

NtiMuth.

Careless

^_^
What is on your mind when you're reading that statement, Careless??
You must think that we have to avoid that bad habit.

Yeah, that's a bad habit. You don't care to whatever that happened surround you, you just think about yourself.
But, have you ever think that if you're so care about anything, you'll be a worrier. You'll always worry about anything and sometimes make you stuck just in one place. You can't go anywhere.
I don't force you to be agree with my opinion, that's just my opinion.

^_^
Sometimes, careless is needed. Sometimes you have to be careless. But, you have to do it in the right situation. You have to be careless whenever you try to get your dream, especially if you have a really "great" dream. a great dream usually often laughed by so many people surround you. If you care to all of those people, you'll fail! You won't get what you want. Just let them barking! Ignore them all.
Be careless if they always think that you will never ever get your "great" dream. You have to believe that Nothing is impossible in this beautiful world. You have to try for getting it as hard as you can. You're rock!

^_^
No matter what is your dream , try to get it with a little bit careless. Ignore all of negative opinion surround you. They just jealous on you! They just feeling envy!
I hope you all get your GREAT DREAM!
KEEP TRYING!

Don't force your self!

hey.....!
^_^
today i'm going to talk about "force".
have you ever felt soooooooo lazy and tired plus bored???
of course YES!
sometimes, at that suck situation we still force ourselves doing so many activities.
I WARN you to STOP it! Never ever Force yourself in that situation.
all of your activities will be useless.
your body needs some rest! your body has a right to take rest as well.
you won't in a good mood then. try to relax yourself. keep smiling....!
^_^
heh, let's end this topic. i don't have any idea anymore.

okay, let's move to another topic.
"motivation"
someone asked me about motivation, "what's your motivation that make you always look full of spirit in studying?"
heheehhe
really? Am I?
i didn't realize that i'm full of sipirit in studying, really.
okay, let me think for a while about my motivation.
parents or family? hmm, yeah for about 10%.
frankly, i'm lack of motivation. but, i have a friend( no need to mention his name) that always support me. even thought  he always tease me, but he supports me well! he keep laughing everyday and make me laugh, too! hahahhaha
he is a lil bit "mad", but he is so "useful". he helps me so well in everything, in my study too.
so, i suggest you all to find a friend that will be sooooo useful for you. try to find a friend that not only tell you about good side on you but also about your bad side!

good luck, guys!
^_^

Respect the writer!

hey..!
I'm back.
^_^
today i'll write about copy-paste.
I think you all know it. hahahaha
well, my writing class's lecturer asked us to make a synthesis essay for about 15 pages.
you know what was in my mind when i heard that assignment?
" it's easy! no need to worry. Just read some articles, a lil bit copy-paste, and doing paraphrasing. and done!".
hahaha
petty i'm!
^_^
What happened then??????
That lecturer said that, " I warn you to not copy-paste! use your own idea! try to find an interesting topic as well as you can."
hahhaahhaah
i was shock! haahah, not really! believe or not, copy-paste is not my habit! i never copy-paste my assignments from other sources. NEVER! I prefer use my damn mind to use other people's mind. even thought my idea is not as great as a great writer ( haahahahha), i'm still proud of mine. I always have so many ideas! my brain always works well whenever i need it. Alhamdulillah.
^_^
okay, back to topic.
you know what, writing is not as easy as you think!  you have to think harder ( hahahaha ) before you write it in a good order. you have to think twice, no but more!
^_^
oh damn, so many smile that i made here.
^_^
then, can you imagine what will happen if someone copy-paste your "great" essay ( or something like that)??? you must be angry then! you tried to make your essay as well as you can and someone cheat it! wow! angry and angry!
that's the point! that's will happen, too, when you copy-paste other people's essay ( or another kind of writing).

 so, STOP COPY-PASTE from now on!!!!
USE YOUR OWN MIND! YOU CAN! YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF! YOU"RE SMART AND BRILLIANT!

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Online-distance learning

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Learn English Online

http://www.englishpage.com/

Hey my friends............!
^_^
There are so many websites that provide learning English online. I visited this website. You know what, It's Very good!
Trust me! You can improve your English ability through this website. It's a complete  English learning online.
You won't regret for visiting this web.
^_^
So, what are you waiting for????
Learning can be anywhere and anytime!
Enjoy it!
^_^

A Waste of Hearts

A Waste of Hearts

It's a nice short story!

Check it out!

hey, I just visited this site. it's a good website for English learners.
^_^
http://www.englishclub.com/reading/short-stories.htm

Enjoy it!

Noise in the grave

Noise in the grave

Check it out!
it's a good short story.
^_^
Enjoy it.

Stage Fright

What a relief!
^_^
hey everyone....!
It's a nice Friday morning that i have ever had in my life.
why???
hehehe
I had  a class this morning, Spoken English Activity (SEA) class. There are many choices in this class, such as drama, poetry, news reading, singing, dancing, MC, story telling, speech, and debate. I've chosen story telling class. I choose it because I wanna be a professional story teller later, i wanna be a great speaker especially motivator. Nice dream, isn't it???
hehehe
Well, back to topic. This morning, I killed my "stage fright" successfully. I killed that "damn chronic disease" well. I was the lucky one who told the story in front of my friends, the first one. I told my story as well as i can without worry of everything, no nervous anymore!
damn, hahahhaah
what happened to me this morning??
hahahahhaha
^_^
I was sooooooooooooo brave this morning. GOOD! VERY WELL!  WELL DONE!
From now on, I'll try to kill my stage fright!
No need to worry. I won't be die if i speak in front of people. so, speak up!


Well, let's be a great Story teller and be a professional motivator, RANTI.  Rock!

Love you all.
^_^

Be positive

hey everybody............!

I want to tell you something.   ^_^

I think everyone often feels worry in the life. Some people can manage that "feeling" well, but some can't. You know what, I'm a "chronic worrier". I keep worrying about everything in my life. I always think about everything a lot, maybe too much! that feeling really hurt me actually.

I want everything must be perfect, everything has to happen like what i want it be. Yeah, some people think that I'm a little bit crazy and complicated.

I often don't get what i want because of this "feeling". This feeling makes me afraid to do everything. I always think, " can I? will i get it? what if i fail? no, no, no, I won't do it".

"stage fright" is the effect of this feeling. hahahahahaha
I didn't do anything to solve this problem. I just ignored it.

one day......
hahahahahha

okay, last three days i tried to think about this chronic feeling. I have to solve this problem, else I'll "kill" myself slowly, i won't get everything that i really want if i still stay the same for the rest of my life. MOVE ON!
hahahahahha
Now, I'm trying to manage this chronic feeling well. I always say to myself that everything is going to be okay, all is well, no need to worry, i can do it well".

I hope I can kill this chronic feeling as soon as possible! Wish me luck!

that's all friends. thanks for reading it.
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